How do I go with the flow? Good question!
Let me start by saying that I never write about something I know nothing about or that I don’t believe in. The ‘joke’ in the family is that I am a tad OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder). I like things in a certain way, I am a list writing person and tick off my list as I do those things each day, I’m a neat and tidy freak, I have to confess that I annoy myself a lot of the time because of how organized I am.
Here’s a hint: It took me to the age of 40 before I realized that the world didn’t end when I didn’t make the bed. Did you realise that? The word DOES NOT END! Ok, it can be annoying to not have the bed made, but I have had to teach myself not to stress out and run myself ragged by doing all those inconsequential things that in the scheme of life, really don’t matter.
I can’t believe I even just wrote that!
There are so many times in readings, regardless of how the reading is done where I tell people they need to learn to chill out and just go with the flow, don’t fight it or it will just cause you more stress than you are able to handle.
So, for whatever reason, my spirit guides have knocked me for six. (thanks guys…. Not!) and here I am with kidney stones and now, I have to just go with the flow, I still make my list of what I want to achieve in a day but if I can’t do it, then I can’t do it, GG (Gorgeous Guy) and I were talking about it and if I don’t feel I can give quality then I don’t do it.
Having to admit this to myself was so hard, having to write an email out to everyone that had booked in readings and psychic parties was even harder I sat there crying while writing it, because I felt that I had let people down and I hate doing that. However, if learning to go with the flow is what I have to do, then so be it, I’ll do it.
When I feel like I’m alright and can do readings, I madly sit at my laptop and type as fast as I can (that’s 97wpm!!) to get out as much as I can while I can. This happened yesterday, even though it was Sunday I said to GG I’m feeling OK I have to go and do an emailed reading, so off I went.
Please, don’t ever think that you can’t do it, because if I can, anyone can! I still get frustrated and pissed off completely that it has happened, I had big plans for 2016 and this just was not a part of that and everything is now ‘on hold’ in my life. But that’s OK. I’ll just continue to do what I can, rest when I have to, and just accept that this is the way it is at the moment and deal with it as best I can.
#learntogowiththeflow #learningtochill #relax